Summer holiday at last! I can't really feel it, though. I can't enjoy free time, even though I feel so tired. I'm really pissed actually, that's why I have no inspiration. I need inspiration... don't know where to get it from.
It's time I used my anger in a productive way.I just need to find the way...

Here's a lovely song that reminds me of simple things:

I undressed you with my eyes i have
Maybe even raped you
In a dark and eerie corner of my mind
I tucked you there
And touched you in a dream last night
Pushed you aside when you entered
My thoughts at the wrong time
I have sat up upon your lap and
Saddled my thighs around your hips like ropes
I rode you on a chair and in the shower
And all the while i clung heavy to your back
My desire deeply harnessed in your spine
I'm riding recklessly though a thick and humid
Jungle growing anxious with the deep and primal
Yearning that stirs
Deeply pulsing up toward the surface
Like sap rising or honey or tar




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